Often we are bombarded by our environment, the desires and needs of others. Within us all illumination peaks brisk but is set aside for those material things which we recognize as valuable. Happiness is brought when we make room for others and give others.
The light refuses to hide so it shines more brightly to illuminate the path for others. The words echo, telling the light to be more red, don’t be yellow, that’s wrong. Be more still, be more bright but not that bright! Don’t burn like that, you’re not warm enough! Why does the light listen?
Light shines bright orange and stays very still and creates the path for others but feels empty and wrong. Not following the path laid out but giving to others and doing what others want. Unworthiness created ignites the fire red. A fire will become wild given the right environmental conditions. When underestimated, it will obliterate any signs of life. The fire will burn until it feels its done. Despite all mans efforts, a wildfire will sometimes burn and destroy anything in its path. Then the fire goes. Then it’s done, new life is created from ash.
Life is often like this. We must tear down the person we no longer wish to serve and allow the birth of a new us.
A human cannot be controlled by others and told what to do in all aspects of life. This can lead to feelings of always doing something wrong. Feeling like you’re always backwards or doing something wrong leads to insecurities and anger. People will not feel fulfilled and do something else to feel themselves. Feelings are meant to be felt, not suppressed or labeled a disease.
The small light wants to be itself. Let it be.